All the writing work

    昨天拍了毕业证照片，今天进行了大学最后一次体能测试（我仰卧起坐居然没及格）。然后下午睡了一觉，决定晚上熬夜把推荐信和论文写出来。下星期是最后一周了，那些没搞定的事情都要搞定。

    推荐信应该不难写，每个人都这么对我说。可是自己大学有交情的老师实在是太少。我又不会给自己编故事，其实内心深处大概也不相信自己可以出国，可以拿硕士学位吧！但是还是要写，就差两封了，给自己加油吧！哪怕像写小说那样也得写出来。

    西方当代文学的论文还没有确定要写些什么。前几天去图书馆借书，发现波伏娃的《第二性》居然全部被借走了，各种版本加起来大概有将近20本吧！居然没剩的，什么是厦大的学生这么热衷研究女性主义了？准备写伍尔夫的《到灯塔去》，看了几页觉得是很不错的一本书，可惜妙处都在字里行间，对于现在这种追求速度的人来说实在是折磨。

    还有很多事，不知道要折腾到什么时候。

My own "Photograph"

暑假最后几天去了趟以前住的地方。那正拆迁，所幸我的院子还在。还有小时候念书的学校，地方还在，只是已经改成不知道什么人的仓库了。我在这世上最爱那棵树还在，只是不知道为什么感觉梧桐树反而比以前细了。
那十年的记忆没有人可以分享。我的妈妈讨厌那个地方。我与那时候的朋友都没了联系，总有些记忆太遥远，在各种网络同学录或者校内网所及范围之外。我想要常常想起，避免自己遗忘。
看着这些照片，会想起Nickelback的"Photograph"，然后会很想流泪。
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...

A new wallpaper by me

新P的桌面。上面是原图，下面是PS过后的。其实这种效果很简单，两三分钟的事。最近比较忙，也整不出什么复杂的了。
黄色的围巾是高中的时候买的，后来不喜欢了一直没戴过（大概是二中的校服和这种围巾实在是不搭调）。但是今年拿出来又很喜欢了……
厦门变冷了，所幸自己比大一的时候耐寒了很多。

I need a new camera....

昨天晚上的图，上面的两张是小Y用她的相机拍的，下面的两张我用我相机拍的。其实跟网上其他照片比都不算很清楚啦，只是我的有明显的重影，如果不说都不知道月亮和星星了。拍完之后才知道这是一个天文奇观呢！呵呵，幸运啊！拍的时候只感觉星星和月亮像一张笑脸而已。金星、木星和月亮——“双星拱月”。